assalamualaikum ..
people told me that " benda yang lepas jangan dikenang"
it's seems easy to be talk about but difficult to express through action ..
i don't even know myself .. what actually happen to me in these previous days ..
let say .. my phone never had any lock , so sometimes it would be open up by it's self in my pocket .. and every time , i'm going to pick up my phone , the things that's always come out is wechat and .. guess what happen .. "him" conversation would be on the screen .. this is not only happen once but always .. i just don't understand .. i've never put "him" conversation on the top but "him" conversation would be on the screen whenever "that" thing happen .. i just don't get it .. ya ALLAH ..
and recently , i've got dream of "him" .. what was that ? is it just because i'm too missed him .. and i would assume it just a dream .. ya ALLAH .. please .. let my life free from "him" not only a day but the whole life .. i won't ever be disturbance in his life .. never ! i won't !
he has a great life now with his new relationship .. he's happy ..
life please be nice with me .. my heart please .. let me free of from heart's thing .. i'm tired .. tired of thinking about my heart ..
ya ALLAH , grant me strength to be live back as normal person without love of "no where to go" .. if only i had one , i want the "halal" one ..
chill babe, nida fatin please be awake .. !