assalamualaikum ..
hummpp .. people were right " bila hati sudah terikat agak sukar untuk diuraikan "
semoga aku diberi kekuatan untuk melupakan dia ..
aku harus lupakan dia ..
walaupun hakikatnya apa yang dia ketahui adalah alasan yang aku tak tahu kenapa aku kata begitu ..
sebenarnya semua yang aku kata tu bukan hakikat sangat pong ..
semua orang boleh berubah .. dan mengubah ..
biarkan si luncai dengan labu-labunya ..
i might not the one who made his day ..
and i'm not the one who make him happy anymore ..
but , i know there is someone else who will always make him happy ..

assalamualaikum ..
people told me that " benda yang lepas jangan dikenang"
it's seems easy to be talk about but difficult to express through action ..
i don't even know myself .. what actually happen to me in these previous days ..
let say .. my phone never had any lock , so sometimes it would be open up by it's self in my pocket .. and every time , i'm going to pick up my phone , the things that's always come out is wechat and .. guess what happen .. "him" conversation would be on the screen .. this is not only happen once but always .. i just don't understand .. i've never put "him" conversation on the top but "him" conversation would be on the screen whenever "that" thing happen .. i just don't get it .. ya ALLAH ..
and recently , i've got dream of "him" .. what was that ? is it just because i'm too missed him .. and i would assume it just a dream .. ya ALLAH .. please .. let my life free from "him" not only a day but the whole life .. i won't ever be disturbance in his life .. never ! i won't !
he has a great life now with his new relationship .. he's happy ..
life please be nice with me .. my heart please .. let me free of from heart's thing .. i'm tired .. tired of thinking about my heart ..
ya ALLAH , grant me strength to be live back as normal person without love of "no where to go" .. if only i had one , i want the "halal" one ..
chill babe, nida fatin please be awake .. !

assalamualaikum ..
harini rasa gerrrammm sangat kat zenfone 6 .. bilakah aku mampu memilimu .. hhuhuh .. aku sangat mengidamkan zenfone 6 .. haha .. poyo ..  lusa aku ada exam circuit .. senanya circuit pada aku killer gak lah .. tapi aku sanggup ngadap circuit daripada kena mengadap benda menghafal .. huhu .. bittaufiq wannajah , nida .. biiznillah , in sha ALLAH kull khair ..

assalamualaikum .. esok akan bermulanya peperiksaan akhir sem 3 .. alhamdulillah dah nak habis dah sem 3 .. tapi ALLAHU , sem ni rasa teruk sangat .. ya ALLAH .. kuatkan semangat aku ya ALLAH .. aku lemah tanpaMU di sisiku .. ya ALLAH .. kadang diri ini terasa kosong tapi apa kan daya , aku hanyalah insan yang iman selalu naik dan turun .. namun ya ALLAH , matikan aku dan kedua ibu bapaku dalam iman .. amin amin ..

assalamualaikum ..
this is my second account .. my first account has to be deleted because there are too many story of my past .. here we go subarashiki love and life .. my name is nida fatin binti abd halim .. haha .. why i put subarashiki love and life ? subarashiki is japanese word which is means wonderful .. i really wish my life so wonderful .. but hope actually doesn't come true ..  no matter what happen just live with your life okay .. lah tahzan ya qalbi ..